Real friends get discovered during hard time

FARAH. An angel

Who's Farah? 

Pertaining to the above question, of course Farah is not me. She is the girl-next-the-door. Hehe. Why am i declaring her as an angel..

She doesnt't even know that she is so special. Well, at least for me. Trust me. Whoever meets her are going to like her.

Basically, she's always been by my side when i'm in fragile state. Well, that rarely happened to me. I am suffering from the kind of trauma to trust people. It ain't easy for me to put my trust in people. Its because i hate that feeling when i started to love someone,(of course my friends, it's not like what u think, dude!)and out of blue they left me. just like that. Well, actually i've been in that situation before. Hence, i decided to stand on my own feet. Be independent. I always convince myself that i can do better, even without relying on anybody else. But i actually knwo that i was wrong, until I met Farah. I am still going to consider her as my angel. Well, because angel only comes after my mom. Hehe. I swear it's not easy for me to pour what i feel and trust them as my listener. I don't like to judge people. It's because i knew how hurt it is being judged, by people that don't even know us.

Now i know that i came up even stronger because Allah finally has granted my prayer. Trust me, its really important to keep praying that Allah will keep us company with Solehah and Soleh people around us, so that they will be good examples for us. Our friends are the reflection of ourselves. When the friends' good, eventually, they will give us good influences. In my age, friends are the most important ingredient in recipe of my life. *i'm sorry for being too girly in this post.

Whenever we are, no matter how bad things are, don't forget to have faith in Him. He is the One that will be by our side , even when everybody hates and left us for the sake of world.

Look. I am so happy to be surrounded by my friends, as my family is far from me now. I just dont know how to thank them for being there in my life. No matter good or bad, i strongly believe, the goods are going to be blessings in our life. Meanwhile, the bad is going to be a lesson for us, so that we'll not do the same thing to other people.

have u ever heard, 

you can't make everybody likes you. It's simply because you don't even like everybody.

Whatever it is, i am going to put my trust in Him. You, the one who's reading this too! Bear in your mind, that He will not test us if we  aren't strong enough to bear the test. Life is beautiful. There are millions of people out there, willing to die to get what we have.

Appreciate every single things in our life because, at a point, we are really going to miss everything. Even a single thing that used to annoy us all the time.

Perks of Being A Degree Student

Hey there!

Assalamualaikum and hello world !

It's been a really hectic days in my degree life now. Since i was in foundation, i am so allergic towards stress and other sorts of pressure. But i actually never realise that pursuing degree in law is much much stressing and some days, it drives me crazy sometimes when it comes to assignments and carry marks. Other than that, i have nothing much to be worried about. Here in UUM, i got so many friends. What i meant here is, i never dreamt of being friend with many kinds of people, even some of them, that i knew since i was in foundation Uitm Shah Alam: Shafiq, Syufri, Syamil, Syaiful Adzlan and a lot of friends i never thought that i'll be meeting again in my degree life. Look. I know that this can be sorted as lame. But to me, having guy friends aren't really bad actually. I totally discovered that they are loyal, caring and even stand up for their friends. I came to be surprised because before this i have never become really close to guys, even as friends. Wanna know why? It's because i was from single sex school during my secondary school. I am really thankful to God, as I am not being tested in the situation of culture shock.I hope in future i still can behave myself. Pfftt~ 

Only if you know what i mean. I am really afraid that i might lose control of myself and turn into not-so-good-girl. In our 'kampung' language, we called it as "gedik". This refers to a situation when a person becomes really surprised when he/she have never been in some kind of awkward situation. As for me, i was so afraid of being a girl that flirts with every guy she met. I think it's maybe because now i can think properly that before. In other words, become MATURE.

hehehe :D :D :D *so full of mself. Blerghhh~

Here, i would like to include my matric number in UUM, and also my most up-dated picture here, as a token of memory. *i know this is quite cliche,but hey, who cares! :P

Nur Farahani Bt. Ruslan
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UUMian, a law student.

This is one of my sweet memories in Uitm Shah Alam, after i finished my mooting session. Well, during my foundation hours, Mooting is the law students' BIGGEST FEAR.

 I want to include my picture when i first entered UUM, 2 months ago. Praise be to God, i am so relief that i got to pursue my studies in law field. It's my father's wish though. I always thought that my happiness, is actually seeing my beloved ones happy. So it has been my inspiration to struggle and let alone the hardship to be my spirit booster. I dare swear that is is not easy. It ain't easy man. Nobody ever said this field of law is going to be easy. But I still care to look after my parents' wills and wishes. Without their consent, i am nobody, as God's consent lies on my parents' consent. I actually discovered that it is actually fun to be surrounded by such inspiring, and people that always come with high spirit. They could be really determined for their future. Who knows, some day luck will be on our side. But trust me. Life isn't a gambling. It ain't a game. The future lies in our hands. Change our fate by changing our thoughts, our way of thinking. Take things postively. Somehow, people are going to judge us no matter what. But it doesn't matter at all because they aren't the ones that fit in our shoes. It's not even their duty to judge and punish people.
I shall end my entry now. See y'all in my next entry. :D

I know that the shawls had turned us into monsters.. LOL. just kidding